do you know what i mean

they took it out i am glad but man oh man there has been so much crying around here lately

i am scraping it feels easy but sometimes my eggshells get a little obvious so i have to go to sleep for all day.

things i am sensitive about:

-eating

-alternating between siamesing every second and not siamesing any seconds

-people who extend themselves

-money

-everything

alien invasion

Yesterday I sold my biggest secret to a teacher so I could watch Frasier with my boyfriend all night instead of doing homework. We spend about seventeen hours per day lying down now. He sleeps for maybe twelve of them and I do a scattered five or six. The rest of the time I am peeing or eating things like half of a cake. My throat is never not dry and I hate the smell of everything. It is not too hard but I don't remember how to do anything else.