talk abt weird

In June I am going to be maid-of-honor at my seventeen year old cousin's wedding. She asked me via text message. I am scared for her.

silence is golden

MY WALLS ARE CAVING IN; nesting Situation out of control

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the resurgence

"I would agree... that we do a lot better treating anxiety (some forms, at least) as a kind of beckoning of the self to a self rather than as a symptom of illness." - I am getting to read Walker Percy again and finding my feelings the same. My brains are better this time, though. I am ten times smarter now than I was this time last year.

I am doing a lot of things lately that are scary. I have discovered a well. I am 'making an effort.' I am maybe on the brink of some external collapse but I don't care.